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Saturday, April 2, 2011

I got in a fight... with my mother. CUZ OF MY DAD.

A little too personal or not, I don't really care. I'll say whatever. To whoever is reading this, I hope you can understand. To whoever is reading this, maybe you can help me.. give me advice. Cuz I really need it. I'm stuck in a house that I don't want to be in. I'm stuck in a family that doesn't care about me. I'm stuck with a father who is cheating on my mom. I'm stuck with a mom that doesn't know what's really going on & it kills me that I know everything. I honestly wish I knew nothing.
My dad goes into my room telling me that I have to clean it & whatnot. Honestly, my room is fine. Just some clothes on the floor and empty bottles on the table. Is that really a reason to flip out on me? I stood up to clean and he's getting even more mad for no reason. The whole thing was stupid. I had a bag of chips and he took it. Lol thats not why I'm in this whole mess. But he takes it and hits me with it. The chips go everywhere, making an even bigger mess. Are you fckin' kidding me!?! Yes, apparently at the age of 19.. I still get hit. I remember back then I used to want to call the cops or something. But where would that get me? Probably a foster home or something. It would just cause more problems. So I had to clean all that ish up. He then gets my mom involved & for some goddamn reason shes even more mad. I'm thinking where the fck do you come from to even get mad at me? First of all you weren't even involved in the first place. She should know how my dad is, he has a really bad temper. She starts yelling at me, trying to hit me. I'm like don't touch me, she hit me & then I hit her back. Not gonna lie, yes you shouldn't hit your mom. But I'm the type of girl that if you disrespect me, don't think you're getting any from me. Hit me, I'll hit you back.
I'm 19 years old for god sakes! This is getting too old. I didn't do anything wrong, wow big deal that there were some things in my room that shouldn't be there. I swear I was so heated, I was about to spill my dad's shit to my mom. Lets see where that takes us.. probably a divorce & I'd probably end up moving out. About my dad's shit, he's been seeing and talking to this other bitch. My mother obviously doesn't know. He wants to leave us. But I guess he's waiting for me to graduate. Cuz of the stress and bs he puts on me, I don't think I'm graduating any time soon. Right now, I don't know what to do. If anyone, could give me advice I'd really appreciate it. Or if anyone has ever been in my spot & knows how I feel, I could really use someone to talk to.

I really hope that this post doesn't make you think I'm some typa bitch, cuz in ALL honestly I'm the total opposite. I'm one of the nicest girls you will ever meet. Sometimes, well most times I'm too nice. But step on my toes, you gotta whole other thing coming.


  1. im sorry this happened to you =[ . my father is really hot tempered too and i usually just ignore him. luckily for me, my mother usually takes my side and doesnt make the girls clean bc its sexist. you shouldnt have hit your mother because she just wanted to side with your father so he could shut up quicker. my mother does the same thing with my father but if you were to really speak to her youd know shes trying to protect you in her own way to make it end quicker. stay in your room and just relax yourself. i hope you feel better =[

  2. my beautiful life*: Yes, I shouldn't have hit her. I guess I just got so mad I wasn't thinking right. I've been staying in my room and waiting til its okay to go downstairs. Thanks a lot, girl. I really needed someone to give me some typa advice.